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by Kyber » November 5th, 2022, 3:33 pm
'...Being born is the opportunity to do something great, not the right...'
'So here I am, one last day before the pass - one last road to go on and one last night' Draegan had written in his book, closing the pages as he sat in the back of a carriage. His coin had dwindled, and his armor had a slight rust to it at this point. He tried to jot down what he could remember one last time before he entered.
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Draegan sat in the church, there was that feeling of loss and confusion as he looked at the sprawled-out books, paintings, texts. He had been reading them for hours, which became days, then to weeks. The texts had spilled information of the church and religion. To him it had all seemed like a puzzle to be put together, it was at this point he had the realization that he was a little mad.
It's odd to have feeling's you can't explain from time to time - what about seeing things that you aren't sure are real? Having memories that you can't figure out are your own, people you've known your whole life may not even be real. You could be a cast away, a prelate bastard, a mage's mistake or a king's long-lost heir.
Draegan burned through medical texts, religious inscriptions, divination manuals all looking for an explanation to why he was seeing things. To explain the trauma as he was getting older, he was losing touch. Realizing the past 8 years of his childhood is completely misplaced around in his head.
Draegan looked around the church, located within the western territories - finding anything the old priests had left behind or whomever would have camped here for shelter. Old worn-out weapons, destroyed training dummies, and cryptic texts were sprawled on the floor as he cleaned what he could.
'So... I'm alone, and that isn't all bad - I don't know who I am, or who I belong to. I guess I make my own road...' Draegan had said as he pieced together some old tomb, putting it in his makeshift leather sack. Often requiring himself to brush his hands off on his tattered clothes. He saw a tome sitting in the small of a corner of a book shelf. He pushed aside plant growth dust. He had pieced together a few articles - one of which had intrigued him, it was written in the first person, and this is the following:
'My name is John Pierre Lucas - I am a heretic. I am evil to my neighbors and a blight to my community. I am always tired, I am always running, and I have never stopped because I am afraid when I do, I will die. The following is my opinion, before my unknown date of execution.'
The large text appears to be a viewpoint from someone...
'I am a divinator, for those that read this and do not know what that means. It means I harness the power of the Angel and attempt to play with the powers of God if for just a moment. To smite the enemy, to burn the wicked, to heal someone in need. What I do may not be lawful, but without me many would have perished. I cannot speak for you, your family, my friends, fellow workers or even my own children, but I will speak for myself.
I do not raise the dead, bring about blight or push the torment into you. I have not lost my soul, nor have I bargained with it. I have seen the Ill closer than most would like to go. I have heard the church, the same church that preaches safety and sanctity for the people within it. The same church that enforces a law that causes the death of many without much reason then 'because' this same church I go to, to pray to be healed - when words are simply not enough. When something within needs to be used, to take that prayer and turn it into something real and not just a wish?
I won't say the road will be easy, I won't say it will be without danger - as any who look at you will do so with fear before anger and malicious intent will follow. Even if you save their life - they will blame you for their misfortunes as if you took their very soul away. The murderous will chase you; the mobs will lynch.
However, the true few who believe the Angel is more than just a figure. Something more than a simple phrase you say in greeting and departure. Be of the blessed, take this blessing and bestow it upon your follow souls. Heal them of their illnesses, protect them from harm, and if need be - burn the wicked undead. I urge and plead, with my very being and what may be my last breath. Seek out your path to be one of the Angel's true followers and be the light in the darkness. Be the unextinguishable flickering flame of a candle in the wind that refuses to go out.
Go to the First....' *The rest of the page is smeared with blood, heavily darkened with stuck bits of some bodily matter, Draegan frantically looked around. Trying to find something, anything else of the text that was hidden in this old decrepit church. He swallowed for a moment, that same faraway look he got before was coming back.
As he looked around, he had noticed a small glint of an old medallion. He picked it up and wiped it, a small religious medallion of The Angel. He held it tight to his chest as he looked up. His eyes watered a bit as he clutched the medallion to his chest, looking to the other side of the room as 4 figures were standing there of various heights and began to walk into the light.
Their hooded robes had been removed as he saw their faces. 3 of them had eerily similar faces, all having blonde hair and blue eyes. All with striking features - all with very...very similar striking features. the youngest with shaggy hair and a bright smile on his face - that same smile he remembers walking with his mother, this same medallion hanging from his waist. Another looking tired, the same as if he had just finished swinging a sword at a hay dummy for days on end, coughing slightly this same medallion wrapped around his wrist and clutched in his hand. An older with short cropped hair standing roughly 76 inches and over 17 stones, his face looking stern, calm - as the same medallion he has is hanging from his neck.
Draegan had looked at the small amulet - struggling to figure out what this supposed to be. He felt a hand touch his shoulder - a feeling of large wings wrapped around him comfortingly.
'I am with my children; I grant them my protection, my will, my safety, and for moments a glimpse of what it is like - to be a never ending flame.' The voice was ominous, echoing. It bounced off the walls with reverberations as Draegan couldn't look up, he tried to but he couldn't look into the face. His head simply wouldn't move, he just looked at the amulet, to some it would seem shoddily made. A medallion with the figure of the Angel on it. Eventually the feeling had faded, the wings had moved, and the room had become quiet again. He simply stared at that medallion - continue to wonder. 'Did I see the Angel, was that Decus...am I truly mad. Am I sick, or that alone, was I blessed?'
Draegan couldn't explain any of that - he simply stared. Wondering if that all actually happened. He looked down at the dusty tomb before picking it up. The rest of his things and leaving the church.
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'Here we are Mister Stone, rumbling pass as requested!' The man had shouted, Draegan sat in the back of that carriage. His thumb idly rubbing the amulet, hopping off the carriage with a thud from the bag that he let hit the ground. Standing toweringly over the man as he puts his shoulder before picking his things up, putting the amulet around his neck, his short, cropped hair, striking features and blue eyes looking at the pass with those same far away looks.
'I guess we finally made it, don't know if any of it is real - still having trouble remembering. I am here though, I'll find some type of answer in here - maybe...' Draegan had thought before tucking a few books away in his bag, walking up to the pass as he looked ahead and heard those words from afar.
'DENIED!'
He had to figure out what he was going to say to get past this man...